inktober flashback

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well folks, it’s october. my absolute favorite month of the entire fucking year. fall, pumpkins, my birthday, and most importantly – HALLOWEEN. you all know halloween is pretty much my christmas and the only holiday of the year I truly live for. not sure if I’ll be whipping up a costume this year, with the majority of my free time going to grad school or preparing for our murder mystery party…

but of course, october also comes with another beloved tradition: inktober! while I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep up with a drawing a day like I did last year, I’m certainly going to try. keeping with the theme from last year, I might continue with halloween portraits.

so, what better way to kick off the month and inktober with a little flashback to some of last year’s illustrations.

be sure to follow along this year on instagram…xo

illustrated alphabet

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I want to do my best to post my completed creative assignments throughout the semester. keep in mind, that the majority of the projects I do are usually meant to be taught in a secondary level classroom (i.e. high school or middle school). doing the projects allow us as future art educators to get a feel for basic lesson plans, grading work, and creating projects that fit a long list of requirements.

any creative work I post is generally going to be coming from two of my four classes this semester: art & technology (which is a legit art class), and introduction to teaching art (which is the most intense class ever – as it has both a creative component, art education component, and is the course in which we officially apply into the sscp).

that all being said, this first small assignment came from my intro to teaching art class. each of us maintain a handmade ‘sketchbook’ (I’ll share that at some point too), where each week we have a new assignment or reflection to complete. for our first sketchbook assignment we needed to create a small illustration for each letter of the alphabet. the illustration had to be based on a real life object, and in contour line only. drawing in contour line is generally something you would introduce in a basic drawing or art 1 class – so it was a good way to kick things off…

an update & yes, I’m still alive

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whew. it’s been ages since I’ve been able to put the time into blogging. I’m completely behind on my daily reads, have zero posts drafted of my own, and cannot remember the last time I’ve really taken the time to sit down and write. it all makes me realize how much of this blog was being run while sitting at my old desk job. allow me to give you an update on everything lately…

+ on being back at school
being a full time student again is absolutely insane. I’ve got a full course load (which I’ll break down in a separate post) and am so happy I’m not juggling a desk job. pushing my start date back a full year, allowing myself to save money, and having full days off in between when I’m on campus was some of the wisest decisions I’ve ever made. I’m on campus all day two days of the week, and for a night class on a third day. the days off in between classes are for catching up on assignments and completing my required classroom observation hours. it’s all very very intense…and there’a never a dull moment.

+ working weekends at pug nation
as you all know, I began working weekends at pug nation rescue LA. what started out as a means of making a few extra bucks while being a student again, has really transformed into something so much more. working at the rescue is so incredibly rewarding. while the job itself is challenging (both emotionally and physically), I absolutely love it. not to mention, I’m gaining crazy dog mom ‘skillz’.

+ yes, I’m fostering two pugs…
with the passing of our sweet lola lu, the house felt so empty. we juggled the guilt of feeling like we were rushing things and the desire to have a dog in the house again. so, we waited a few weeks before submitting our application to foster a pug (or ‘pugs’ as it turns out) with pnla. when I had brought my husband to the rescue almost two months ago, he was immediately drawn to wendee. over time my husband and I just felt more drawn to the bonded pair. we’re now fostering the mother and son duo, and couldn’t be happier. they are the most mellow and well behaved dogs I’ve ever seen! needless to say, the transition has been smooth and the two have completely settled in.

+ planning a murder mystery
yup, we’re throwing another murder mystery party next month for halloween. but this time, we’re writing all of the characters and plot line ourselves. while it’s been a hoot writing up some of the characters, puff and I still have a ways to go. I hope to share some of our party plans and details along the way…

+ by bun, freelance work, and what’s ahead
it’s been difficult to balance freelance artwork while being a student. unfortunately I’m turning a lot of things down (and essentially putting a ‘shop’ on hold). I will say however, I’ve got some very exciting things ahead. I have some artwork being published in a book this december (eek! 8 pages worth!), and have a very big secret I can’t reveal for another two months. let’s just say, it’s something several of you have been asking me for! more on all of that to come.

I feel like the entire month of september has been all about major life adjustments. new schedules. new routines. and I hope to somehow squeeze this blog into it all. I miss it, and I hope…maybe you do too.

xo

+ + the top photograph from was from a class project. if you’re interested or curious, see the final work on my class website here.

death calls & dream calls

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+ note – this was a commissioned mixed media piece completed on canvas board (and not in an altered book). more canvas work for sale coming soon, or email me if you would like to special order one // madebybun@gmail.com

lola

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it’s taken me a week to even get the courage to post about lola. I debated writing anything in the first place, but felt that I should with massive outpouring of online & social media support we’ve received since her passing…

we knew after her pde diagnosis that one day, we would have to make a difficult decision. last tuesday things took a turn for our sweet pug, and it became quite clear that the time had come to put our heartbreaking plan in place. we were always realistic with her – that everyday was truly a gift and at any point may be her last.

she lived seven months past her diagnosis – a shocking fact for both us and our vets. my husband and I will also both admit that some of our best moments and memories with her was during that seven months. we’re thankful to have been given so much extra time with her (really, almost a lifetime for pugs diagnosed with this horrific and terminal disease).

I believe that things happen for a reason – and while lola was a challenge at times and required a lot of care, she was meant to be in our lives and we were meant to be her puppy parents. I often think that had she not ended up with us she may not have been able to get the care, attention, and love that we had to offer. I understand that more than ever having been working at a pug rescue. she was the best first dog, first pug, and first fur baby we could have ever asked for – and we wouldn’t have asked or done anything differently.

our home and hearts feel empty right now. it’s been a difficult transition, and I assume will continue to be one as we attempt to move forward. we miss absolutely everything about her, but know she’s in a much better place (loaded with dog treats, greek yogurt, ‘doody’ bones, and polka ‘poufs’). a huge shout out to everyone who has reached out to us – friends, family, internet/blog friends, and strangers. your support is truly appreciated, and we feel grateful to have it.

when we’re ready, I know there will come a time when we will be pug parents again (or maybe even foster parents). until then, I’ll continue to keep one of lola’s ‘doody’ bones in my purse…



+ for more on lola’s backstory and pde go here
+ + if you’re a pug owner dealing with PDE and looking for some support or more information, I would love to hear from you // madebybun@gmail.com

new routine // weekend recap

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1. & 2. a trip to rosie’s dog beach // 3. commissioned piece in progress // 4. always a pug party during my saturday shift at pnla // 5. nothing better than a happy pug

well here I am. it’s sunday, and tomorrow I won’t be back in my cubicle. shit just got real. now I’m sitting here reviewing my class schedule for the week, and mentally preparing myself to set foot into a classroom tomorrow. hell, it’s even odd blogging on a weekend!

I’m all about a routine. and those of you who work a desk job know exactly what I’m talking about – it’s detailed. even down to the type of coffee cup you bring to the office each day or the exact time you eat your lunch. my old routine has gone out the window entirely, and now I have to build a new one. the transition is annoying and my class schedule is all over the place, but I’m hoping to settle in as quickly as possible.

it’s also interesting to factor home life into all of this, as I have two full days each week with no class (and almost a third, as I just have one night class that day). naturally, I’ve dreamed up this awesome cleaning schedule, a list of small house projects I want to work on, and things I want to redecorate – but who knows how it will really even pan out. I have absolutely no idea just what kind of student work load I’ve set myself up for this semester.

I guess this week is about not having any expectations – which is difficult for me to do. but clearly it comes with the territory of plunging into something new. at least I can say I had a good weekend going into it…


+ with my weekend gig at pug nation rescue, I’m going to be sure I add additional information at the end of my posts if I share photos of dogs who are available for adoption. the happy gal in that last photo is minerva – find her profile here and more info here.

the plan

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it’s exciting that I can now broadcast the thing I’ve been working towards for so long.

over a year ago, a light bulb went off in my head. I was pretty unhappy with my uncreative desk job and felt like I was having a mid-life crisis of sorts. sure, I had been working towards my MFA, thinking that maybe one day I could teach (either art history or studio art). but then it occurred to me – once I finished my masters degree, how on earth could I land a teaching gig when I have zero experience in a classroom, and am not even working in the field of art?

I realized I needed to take a practical route: put my MFA on pause, and knock out a teaching credential. obtaining a single subject credential would let me teach middle school and high school grade levels and gain some practical teaching experience. the program at CSULB is three semesters – but you have to go full time. when I first thought about quitting my job and going back to school last august the timing didn’t work out – I had just missed registration, and the main prerequisite art class I needed to even start the program was only offered in fall (meaning I couldn’t even reapply in spring). that means I’ve literally been counting down for well over 365 days to begin the program…

flash forward to today, and that delay was sincerely a blessing in disguise. it’s given me the opportunity to get my ducks in a row, and save up financially. I’ve put myself in a position where my rent is fully covered for the next year and half – something I’m very proud of accomplishing! I know I’m still going to need to get creative in finding extra cash flow (and my little part time job at pug nation is a start in the right direction), but I know I’m scrappy enough to make shit work.

for the first time in my life, I’m pursing my passion full time. it’s terrifying and nerve wracking – but there’s no better time to really go for it. your twenties are meant for career changes and drastic decisions right? I’m also a firm believer that things happen for a reason, and over time I’ve continued to be guided in this direction.

this exciting new phase of my life could certainly be titled my ‘starving artist’ chapter – as I’m going to be completely broke as a full time student – but it feels right. and I’m ready to do this. my last day in the office is this thursday, and my classes kick off a week from today…

and so, IT BEGINS.

friday finds

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my poor blog has been neglected all week. but, at least I’ve got a decent excuse: I’m wrapping up the final days of summer school. all I have left at this point is a final exam.

next thursday is my last day in the office – pretty surreal when I think about it. I’m anxious to get going on fall semester & into a new routine. more details/blog posts/things to come…next week kittens.

an adorable little clutch

that’s it – I’m making everyone cacti rocks for xmas.

from street art to high art – the ny times features swoon (love her!)

fun & simple polka dot envelopes

digging this b&w roundup

been dying to try a cauliflower crust

this weekend also happens to be our one year wedding anniversary! crazy to think almost 365 days ago I was walking down the aisle. needless to say, we’ll be celebrating…

happy weekend. xo

friday finds

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this weekend is going to jam packed. I’ve got to crank out the remaining coursework for my summer school class (which I can now say is a child development class for my credential!), and I start my first day on the job at pug nation

summer slow cooker zucchini & eggplant lasagna

somebody buy me this print

watch these pugs try to stay awake

loved these portraits of college grads moving back in with their parents

inspired bu these illustrations from haejung lee

wind summer down with a watermelon mojito

have a happy weekend folks.
xo